Venus Evans

so today, a friend asks me, “are you brave?”

and i think to myself, yeah… sometimes.

my mind is going crazy. i’m wondering what he’s referring to. is he talking about my tattoo? or my pictures? or what?

so i think to myself:

• i am go on a blind date brave.
• i am, wear a super mini dress brave.
• wear a t-shirt with no bra brave.
• i am, ok to go with the unpopular choice/make what is probably the worse choice in hopes that it builds character brave.

i’m not:

gambling, bungee jumping or roller coaster, or even get on a skate board brave.

so after a little while of brainstorming. i reply, "yeah, i’m brave… sometimes. why do you ask?”

and he goes, “because your website says for the brave”

so i go, OOOOOOOOh! that’s what you meant (the shoe site).

well. in that case… yeah, i am… sometimes. i mean, you have to be brave to wear the shoes on that site. and even i can’t wear some of those.

today has been a very interesting day so far.

last night was crazy so i ended up getting every bit of 25 minutes of sleep.

the drive to work was not too bad considering the fact that i was running 45 minutes late.

- yes, i had my ipod playing (house music)

- no, i did not want to listen to michael jackson music

got to work and noticed the horrible job i did at getting dressed this morning. i start to feel bad because i’m not looking my best today. i have on a long light sweater, some flat shoes, and my hair was all over the place. i swear i looked like i’d just gotten out of bed, and like i threw on some slippers and a robe.

found out this morning that i’d lost a love one. that always sucks. so i spent the better part of the morning dealing with my feelings and trying not to show my feelings at work.

i was tired and sick all day at work today. my stomach was cramping, my back was cramping, and my chest hurts like you wouldn’t believe.

the good thing is that today was an easy day at work. i assisted exactly 50 members today (it was kind of slow). got invited out to 1 date and got cursed out 0 times (not bad).

extreme fatigue started kicking in at 3 which made my drive home absolutely terrible.

- yes, i had my ipod playing (rock music).

- no, i did not want to listen to michael jackson music

drama is being very dramatic today.

i’m hungry but i don’t have the energy to fix myself anything to eat.

i would probably have energy if i had actually eaten something today.

i didn’t take any new pictures this weekend (sigh).

i don’t even know where my camera is right now.

the long weekend is over :(